D'Sudden Feeling

I was feeling terribly down. Suddenly feel like crying, giving up, dropping out, going away and etc...

Ya Allah, Almighty! Please help me re-gain my spirit!

I wasn't suppose to have that kind of feeling. It wasn't the attitude of muslim. What have I learned from Muslim Scholarship, Islamic Critical Thinking and Issues in Islamization of Knowledge? Shouldn't I get encouragements from them? Shouldn't I have a dream to be like them? Shouldn't I have been doing some improvement in thinking, speaking, writing skill and etc?

RP?That was what had been troubling my mind in recently. Do I have to think about it NOW?Since I still have sooo many subjects to take, assignments to be done and presentation to be prepared?

I heard k.Yana was asking herself, why did she take MA?

I was wondering the same thing...